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IB is sO rude to me pls send help (school life update 2)

-- date : september 25th, 2018, 11:34 PM -- song of the day : dying in LA by panic! at the disco // every face along the boulevard is a dreamer just like you -- currently looking forward to : i'm volunteering at a park this saturday oof hey friends ! ha ha ha y'all remember when i said i thought i was doing fine this school year? yeah i think i lied sldjskjdks. oh how i wish i could go back in time..... life's just been... a Lot. idek how to process it all bc. it feels like im allllways working on shit like every second im not studying or doing school work is a waste every second i spend not thinking about the next big thing every second i spend having a mental breakdown bc i just feel so overwhelmed (ive already had Two whole ass crying sessions this week' BOTH for rlly terrible and trivial reasons) useless. no room to really think about my feelings and plan anymore. because why do that when you should be working ? but u know what. i think that's wha...

yikes it's been a hot minute what's up (school life update)

-- date : september 14th, 2018, 11:49 PM -- song of the day :seashore by the regrettes //  you're talking to me like a child  -- currently looking forward to : my first key club meeting this coming tuesday i suppose ?? i might be joininggg :-) heyy friends why am i still awake im so tired 😞 so i haven't really posted since before school started my first day was like over a week ago but like in general i think i'm doing well so far. i mean IB classes are exactly as demanding and tough as i thought they'd be but i'm trying to make a schedule for myself. set daily goals. i wanna really get back into the swing of things. keep productive. i just hope i can keep it up, keep reminding myself of all my new habits and to break old ones im pushing myself harder than ever this year but i still can't afford to burn out i'll finish strong (academically AND mentally) this year if it's the last thing i do i feel surprisingly less stressed, taking m...

aug. 29 -- sept. 2: mini summary

-- date : september 4th, 2018, 11:15 PM -- song of the day : wake me up when september ends by green day // summer has come and passed, the innocent can never last -- currently looking forward to : the school year ending aaaahahahahaha hey friends nearly a whole ass week has passed so heres a quick life update on me since the last time i posted... soooo to kick this off.... my birthday happened on the 29th my sweet 16, as people would say. wooow. im sixteen now. still can't process that at all lmao i dressed nice and had lunch with a ton of friends at this buffet place!!! went surprisingly well !!!! we had fun !!! or at least i thought everyone did :p  my friends got me a shit ton of gifts and cards which ???? i literally wasn't expecting at all??? lmao it's usually just my family who sends me gifts but this time my parents didn't have time to get me much so i didnt think i'd get That many things. but then i did. it was nuts. i may have almost cried when...

vacation days 10-12

— date : august 28th, 2018, 11:45 PM — song of the day : w.a.m.s. by fall out boy // my head’s in heaven, my soles are in hell — currently looking forward to : my birthday !!!!!! hey friends, landed back home from copenhagen this evening… god i miss scandinavia so much :( im sure the post-vacation sadness is gonna hit me soon, i could already feel bits of it there when i was at the copenhagen airport. denmark was amazing. to finally conclude my travel blogging for this summer here are the highlights of my time there!! 8/25: saturday landed in copenhagen about noon time!! went to my hotel. it was. so damn tiny. rip. also the wifi was wack. the past hotels at our other destinations were so much better than this one lol so in terms of hotels i guess the worst was saved for last >_> but at least it was still functional ?? then we went outside. my fam and i went to nyhavn where all the colorful houses by the river were. seeing them as not just pictures on the inte...

vacation days 8-9

— date : august 25th, 2018, 8:32 PM — songs of the day : city in a garden by fall out boy // i was someone they forgot to label fragile now i’m stuck depend on it by liam payne // we used to be loving, touching, kissing — currently looking forward to : experiencing more of denmark,,,,, until i go home 😔 hey friends :-)) i’ve been blessed with so much new music lately omg. first ariana with sweetener then fall out boy with the lake effect kid ep and then liam with his first time ep.... all SUCH GOOD MUSIC from some of my favorite people !!!! i rlly do recommend them all \o/ anyway i left helsinki in finland today... what a good city. miss it a lot. here are some highlights from my last two days!! 8/23: friday left sweden by 11 in the morning, landed in helsinki around noon. after checking into our hotel, i headed out to the local market place for something to eat. they had mostly just a lot of seafood like bergen did but it was still v good we also bought a few souve...

vacation days 6-7

— date : august 22nd, 2018, 5:10 PM — song of the day : breathin by ariana grande // things just take way too much of my energy — currently looking forward to : finland tomorrow !!!!! hey friends, this is part 2 of my lil update today. this is what happened after i landed in stockholm, sweden!!  if ya havent be sure to go here for part 1 of today's update,,, i had to split this into 2 since it was getting too long. 8/21: tuesday i took the hop-on-hop-off bus around stockholm mostly!!  we first went off to (try) seeing the changing of guards (yes, another changing of guards) at the royal palace. we were there at a rlly busy time though, it was almost noon. lots of people. could only actually watch it through my dad’s camera 0/10  then took a tour boat to visit the vasa museum which is this HUGE boat from the 16th (??) century that was super beautiful in design but sank after like 20 minutes of sailing. rip.  the museum shows the fully recovere...

vacation days 3-5

— date : august 22nd, 2018, 4:35 PM — song of the day : breathin by ariana grande // things just take way too much of my energy — currently looking forward to : finland tomorrow !!!!! heyyy friends sweetener is actually like. really good ok. i literally cannot stop listening to it. i’ve never really gotten into ariana’s music before but maybe i will now 💖 not much intro here just gonna update y’all on my trip since last time!!!! it’s been five days... srry for the wait agh. i’ve decided to split these last five days into two parts, this post is about the first 3 days: my last day in oslo, my time in bergen, then leaving norway for stockholm, sweden. the next post will be about the past two days in sweden. i’m heading to helsinki, finland tomorrow !!! click here for part 2 8/18: saturday we only had a half-day left in oslo since we had a flight to bergen at like 7 in the evening like i may have mentioned last post i saw frogner park and the vigeland installation!! loo...