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-- date : september 25th, 2018, 11:34 PM -- song of the day : dying in LA by panic! at the disco // every face along the boulevard is a dreamer just like you -- currently looking forward to : i'm volunteering at a park this saturday oof hey friends ! ha ha ha y'all remember when i said i thought i was doing fine this school year? yeah i think i lied sldjskjdks. oh how i wish i could go back in time..... life's just been... a Lot. idek how to process it all bc. it feels like im allllways working on shit like every second im not studying or doing school work is a waste every second i spend not thinking about the next big thing every second i spend having a mental breakdown bc i just feel so overwhelmed (ive already had Two whole ass crying sessions this week' BOTH for rlly terrible and trivial reasons) useless. no room to really think about my feelings and plan anymore. because why do that when you should be working ? but u know what. i think that's wha...

-- date : september 14th, 2018, 11:49 PM -- song of the day :seashore by the regrettes //  you're talking to me like a child  -- currently looking forward to : my first key club meeting this coming tuesday i suppose ?? i might be joininggg :-) heyy friends why am i still awake im so tired 😞 so i haven't really posted since before school started my first day was like over a week ago but like in general i think i'm doing well so far. i mean IB classes are exactly as demanding and tough as i thought they'd be but i'm trying to make a schedule for myself. set daily goals. i wanna really get back into the swing of things. keep productive. i just hope i can keep it up, keep reminding myself of all my new habits and to break old ones im pushing myself harder than ever this year but i still can't afford to burn out i'll finish strong (academically AND mentally) this year if it's the last thing i do i feel surprisingly less stressed, taking m...

-- date : september 4th, 2018, 11:15 PM -- song of the day : wake me up when september ends by green day // summer has come and passed, the innocent can never last -- currently looking forward to : the school year ending aaaahahahahaha hey friends nearly a whole ass week has passed so heres a quick life update on me since the last time i posted... soooo to kick this off.... my birthday happened on the 29th my sweet 16, as people would say. wooow. im sixteen now. still can't process that at all lmao i dressed nice and had lunch with a ton of friends at this buffet place!!! went surprisingly well !!!! we had fun !!! or at least i thought everyone did :p  my friends got me a shit ton of gifts and cards which ???? i literally wasn't expecting at all??? lmao it's usually just my family who sends me gifts but this time my parents didn't have time to get me much so i didnt think i'd get That many things. but then i did. it was nuts. i may have almost cried when...